I SECOND-GUESS MYSELF...I WONDER IF I'M DOING THE RIGHT THINGS. I'M IN MY EARLY TWENTIES, I FEEL TOO YOUNG TO KNOW WHATS REALLY GOOD FOR ME AND TOO OLD TO MAKE CRITICAL MISTAKES. THIS IS THE LIFE I DIDN'T PICTURE MYSELF IN...BUT AS I'M HERE, ITS MINE, I AM UNCOMFORTABLE IN IT AT TIMES.
I AM SO AFRAID OF GOING BACKWARD THAT I AM EVER VIGILANT AND HYPERSENSITIVE TO ALL THAT GOES ON AROUND ME. I WANT TO BE SURE TO MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS AS I GO FORWARD, BUT KNOWING THAT I AM HUMAN SCARES ME. IT MEANS THAT I AM VULNERABLE AND PRONE TO MISTAKES AND EVEN PERSONAL DISASTER.
THAT'S WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT, TRYING TO FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE AND KNOW THAT, THAT IS THE PERSON YOU REALLY WANT TO BE! I GUESS WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS I'M IN THE PROSES OF FINDING WHO I AM AND WHERE I WANT TO BE. ALL I THOUGHT WAS PERFECT IN THE WORLD HAS SLOWLY SHATTERED AND HAS CRUMBLED RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! I'M TRYING ALL THESE NEW THINGS IN LIFE AND YET I THOUGHT IT WOULD OF BROKEN ME DOWN SOME HOW ITS MADE ME STRONGER.
AS I'M IN THIS PROSES OF FINDING MYSELF..WHAT EVER THAT MEANS...I CANT HELP TO THINK I'M GOING IN THE WRONG DIRECTION. THIS YEAR SEEMS TO BE SO MUCH MORE THEN ANY OTHER...SO MANY NEW PEOPLE AND SO MANY NEW THINGS...
AS I END THIS...WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT...I WANT TO THANK THE PEOPLE WHO'S BEEN THERE FOR ME...TO LISTEN TO ME AND OFFER A HAND OUT...THANKS
I AM SO AFRAID OF GOING BACKWARD THAT I AM EVER VIGILANT AND HYPERSENSITIVE TO ALL THAT GOES ON AROUND ME. I WANT TO BE SURE TO MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS AS I GO FORWARD, BUT KNOWING THAT I AM HUMAN SCARES ME. IT MEANS THAT I AM VULNERABLE AND PRONE TO MISTAKES AND EVEN PERSONAL DISASTER.
THAT'S WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT, TRYING TO FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE AND KNOW THAT, THAT IS THE PERSON YOU REALLY WANT TO BE! I GUESS WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS I'M IN THE PROSES OF FINDING WHO I AM AND WHERE I WANT TO BE. ALL I THOUGHT WAS PERFECT IN THE WORLD HAS SLOWLY SHATTERED AND HAS CRUMBLED RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! I'M TRYING ALL THESE NEW THINGS IN LIFE AND YET I THOUGHT IT WOULD OF BROKEN ME DOWN SOME HOW ITS MADE ME STRONGER.
AS I'M IN THIS PROSES OF FINDING MYSELF..WHAT EVER THAT MEANS...I CANT HELP TO THINK I'M GOING IN THE WRONG DIRECTION. THIS YEAR SEEMS TO BE SO MUCH MORE THEN ANY OTHER...SO MANY NEW PEOPLE AND SO MANY NEW THINGS...
AS I END THIS...WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT...I WANT TO THANK THE PEOPLE WHO'S BEEN THERE FOR ME...TO LISTEN TO ME AND OFFER A HAND OUT...THANKS
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